Since I have recently started reading more often, I am always on the look out for new books that may interest me. I was recently asked to review the book, Nickels: A Tale of Dissociation, which seemed like something that may be interesting, so I was excited to read the book.
About the Author:
Christine Stark is an award-winning visual artist and writer. She
showcases her artwork in numerous periodicals and galleries. She has
also been published in numerous anthologies, including Feminist Studies
and The Florida Review. She has spoken at various conferences, rallies
and universities--both nationally and internationally--on social justice
issues. Christine currently lives in Minneapolis with her partner,
April, and teaches writing at Normandale Community College and
Metropolitan State University. You can learn more about Christine and
her work through her website, www.christinestark.com.
Book Synopsis: Nickels: A Tale of Dissociation begins
with the story of a four year old girl. The story follows the girl
throughout her life, from the age of four to twenty-six. Written from
first person point of view, you are given an inside look into the mind
of a child who is neglected, abused, raped, and tormented. As a coping
mechanism, the child develops dissociation and multiple personalities,
and you are able to learn that the child, who refers to herself as
Little Miss So And So, really identifies herself as many people.
Emotional, heartbreaking, and insightful, this book takes you into a
world of abuse and mental health from the inside of a child's mind.
My Review: While
I did cover the basics of this book in my synopsis, there is much more
to it than a story of abuse and multiple personality disorder. When I
first opened the book, I admit, I was shocked and somewhat apprehensive
with the writing style. The book is written in a lyrical style with
prose poems, with nothing more than a line change or italics to show
changes in characters or dialogue. I often find things like that
difficult to really read and be able to absorb the material, but I
wanted to give the book a chance, so I continued reading.
started out on a journey, with a young child who was undergoing some of
the worst cases of abuse possible. She was violated, humiliated, and
hurt in more ways than one. The story drew me in. It was difficult to
read at certain points, but not for the reason I expected. The writing
style took a moment to get used to, but the story of abuse particularly
affected me. I know things like this occur in the world, which makes it
heartbreaking to read it from a child's perspective--to know that this
is what they face, day in and day out. While I know it is a work of
fiction, there is still truth to this book and the story of abuse, as
the author added small elements of stories from other sexual abuse
survivors throughout the story. I have been studying these issues for my
child welfare class in college, but this book shows you the abuse from a
child's point of view, which is incredibly different than reading a
case study or overview on abuse cases.
The more I
read, the more I knew I had to keep reading. As the story progresses you
learn about the child's life, as she struggles to survive, to find
love, to deal with her guilt for things beyond her control, to discover
her own sexuality, how she deals with homophobia, and how difficult it
is for her to make connections with other people. The story begins to
show you the mental health issues that arise in this child's life and
how she copes with the abuse. As someone with mental health issues
myself, I read the book with an understanding of some of the passages. I
have in no way experienced everything Little Miss So And So (and later
just So And So) has, but I know the confusion, the concern with being
referred to as crazy, and the effects of living with a mental health
disorder. The book was powerful, and is a story of ultimate survival and
eventually overcoming and healing from the sexual abuse she suffered.
The book is also a story about mental health, and the inner workings of a
person's mind who has multiple personality disorder.
am excited to share this book with someone whom I consider a true
friend. I know she will understand it, and may find some parts difficult
to read, but it is something she would like to read. When I told her
about it, she thought it sounded fascinating and interesting, as there
are parts of the book she can relate to well.
Buy It: You can purchase Nickels: A Tale of Dissociation at Amazon. The book is available in print or as an ebook.
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